♥ Wednesday, April 15, 2009♥
10:52 AM
wenz Mr molez told me that LuCaS had forgotten to brought hiz all timed favourite tenniz set back and been askin for hiz tenniz set..thatz moment meltz mine heart, i waz like thinkinz soo poor thingz,
alreadYz never see us during the daYs and nowz even his favourite tenniz set is missing..
Rightz nowz i want to announce i am 100% broke liao..
the $ i have leftz iz to pulled me through the workingz weekz de,
but withoutz a 2th thoughtz and despite e 12hourz i have worked, i took a buz too TPY too get him the table tenniz set & the basketballz..
then from there i tookz Train too Yew Tee Station, i took a cab into the Blk( az i am not sure which part)..
i rang the bellz a few timez but noo repliez soo i called mine MIL,
She picked up the phone and told me she is puttin LuCaS too sleep and the Bellz wake him up and ask me too Wait awhile So thatz She make LuCaS sleep and asked me not too rang the Bellz..
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while waiting outside i been thinkingz "weird", i come all the WaY from Mac too CCk too pass LuCaS thingz, ofz coz i want too see him Mah, soo i called up again to mine MIL tellin her to let LuCaS see me awhile coz after passing thingz i would leave...
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And then hmpfz, she openz the door for me...
LuCaS were realli happie when he saw the BasketBall & the table tenniz Setz...
upon seeing LuCaS soo happie, i alsoo feel all the time spending on the train and the tirednezz is worth it de...
i leftz shortlY, Only to realised i have leftz lezz than 8sgd with me,
i dunnoo how too goo back too Yew Tee station,Shit!@#$%
eventuallY i took a cab too the station and onlY to find out itz waz dammm NEAR....
the cab meter didn't even click, and i paid $2.80
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From Yew Tee Stationz, i took a train backed too Yishun, that point ofz time i want too Collasp liao...
+ the magicz Pillz effect make me sooo GiddY...
Step downz the Yishun Station,i know i cannot make it animore....
I took a cab and headz straightz home...
Shit,Rushing back tooo Bathe & sleep then ONLY to find that Olive is cleaning mine room...
i waited outside about 15-20 min....
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@#$#%^ Magicz Pillz, i Hatez You....
I cantz get too Sleep ...
soo i tried Lyingz downz on the bedz at all time...
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while takin a Bus too work lazt nite, glancing through the windowz
i searched mineselfz...
How mine previous birthday were spent...
when i have $ too celebrate with mine friendz..
How i celebrate on mine mum birthdaYz...
Those were the DayS thatz $ come t00 FaSt & EaSY...
the same old nightz feelingz when i waz about too goo work, the feelinz and suddenlY i looked at mineselfz...
i waz soo soo much Differentz thanz Beforez...
Nowz, i wore liked an Dumpling nowz...
Mine hairz turnz NastY Goldz and UnTidYz...
I looked Soo Tiredz...
i Yearn too gooo back too thiz lifeztYle not because i am BaD
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i wantz too earn mine firstz 10k and doo something which i really wantz to doo to mineSelfz
( i have loadz ofz a listz i want too doo)...
i wantz too bring LuCaS,EriCa & Olive outz Too overSea....
i wantz too buY a watch for mine mother....
i wantz to help UnCle and Set up a Stall...
i wantz to buY insurance PoliCY for Mine both brotherS....
i wantz to top up EriCa CDC aCcountz...
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Pleaze Godz, dun make me Slim Downz Coz oNCe i Slim Downz,
I Swored i wantz to Climbed Higherz...
For the Meantimez, SoNia Is Still DaY-Dreamingz
Wakakakaka
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upon reading Patricia blogzz, her 14th april post melt mine heart because i never had this feeling before and i were never know...
i wanted tagz her then copied her post here but tooo bad her blog district that...
the feelings she wrote towards her familY members were soo True Especially what she wrote about her Hus
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